DRUM ROLL PLEASE.......

ITS A BABY!!!!! Looks like there really is a reason i'm throwning up constantly.... and her name is

Olivia

We are so excited to know who is coming to join our little family. Looks like josh is going to remain the only boy in the house ( yes we count suki ). We went to this ultra sound place down in St George because we couldn't wait for our doctor to tell us in a month or so.

She was so not shy!!! She did keep her hands covering her face as we looked at her, almost like she was embarassed she was being so open and letting us see her! So we didn't get any really great shots of her face because of that. Needless to say..

We are in love!

Josh and I went straight to Old Navy and bought her a cute little dress and shoes. They will remain hung above our toilet until the puking stops to remind me how i'm so excited for this little girl!

3 MONTHS

I cant believe that i'm 3 months along already! Its getting to the point that i'm actually starting to get excited to be a Mom instead of being terrified of whats coming:)

Things that are happining so far....

I'm starting to get feeling better...( hopefully no more throwing up)

This week I have started to feel more energy than I have in a long time:)

I unbutton my pants now... not cause they dont fit... it just feels better.

Josh has been an AMAZING husband and so willing to take care of me.

We have seen our baby and heard the heart beat twice.

I think its a girl, her heart beat is fast. (higher on the chart of what it could be.)

Um.... i'm kinda gasey:)

I will be 14 weeks on Friday.

I have had a really hard time coming to terms with being pregnant. Josh and I wernt planning on starting our family until later this year. I know its not that much of a difference other than it got josh through a whole year of school with out having to get a job and provide for a family. So when we found out I just cried and cried. Josh was extreamly happy :) I knew i loved him! Then after that I started to get sick and developed a pretty crappy attitude about having a baby. My body was tired, I was sick of throwing up and everywhere I read it was about you will glow when your pregnant... blah blah blah. I did not feel pretty with my clothes getting tighter. I have

NEVER

EVER

EVER

Gotten zits before and I was breaking out. WHAT THE CRAP.

Amazingly enough I was looking online and one of the " baby bump " celebs talked about how pregnancy wasnt a time about feeling sexy or pretty, it was a maternal time. A time us girls get to do something TRULY amazing. Our bodies are going to go to pots, but we need to focus on what were doing. :) Also, a few friends blogs helped too:)

Needless to say who would have thought it would have been a dumb celeb ( thank you jessica alba) who would have made me feel dumb for thinking so much about myself and what {I} was going through.

Now.... I cant stop thinking how excited I am to hold my sweet baby and get the chance to be the best mom that I can. Who would have thought that this chance would GET to come so soon for Josh and I.

here is a picture of me at three months. {DONT LAUGH} Its hard to take a picture of yourself with a point and shoot camera. also we dont have any mirrors that are that low other than our messy extra room.

{here is josh showing off our new surprise!}

{ I WAKE UP TO THIS LOVELY FACE EVERYMORNING }

Man... I thought I got bed head in the morning. I have to say Suki, your's is much worse than mine { or Josh's and thats saying something }





{ I love her smirk in this one }

We love having Suki, she's a pain in the butt sometimes.... but i guess we still love her.

Now, how she will handel a baby in the house? i'm guessing she's gonna feel pretty put out since she pretty much commands are attention now. ITS GONNA BE A SHOCKER FOR HER!

MORE SLEEPOVER FUN!

So I would like to first off appoigize to miss megan and ashley, this sleepover was a little more planned and I was feeling a "LITTLE" bit better and Josh had work off...... so in honor of the borrowman kids. WELCOME tO OUR HOUSE.

We had so much fun watching MEgaMind ( very good movie! ) Eating Pizza, drinking rootbeer, eating candy, partying, and riding the tracktor:)